Hard to explain what I feel inside.
This prison of body was made without my agreement
But in spite of it you continue to smile
Trying to make me do the same!
You say, "My life is so beautiful! So nice!"
Thinking I must be proud of this sick and pure shit, too!
The life where I feel like a machine!
Outsider! Loser! Weakling! Intruder! A piece of shit!
You know nothing about me! Nothing!
In past liers like you tried to make me believe that I am really ill!
Thoughts about madness immersed me in deep depression!
But now I can see the only thing I really want -
to see dead bodies of people like you and ruins of our beautiful world!
You think I am too grim?
And you are right!
Getting swept up in the merciless undertow driving these all-consuming black-metal songs is half the fun. The other half is in the riffs. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 17, 2019